In fact, there is no such thing as inspiration, you just sit and work. Art is work like any other (except that we don't have a limited "working day", we work all the time, even if we don't paint/shoot/perform all the time, we do the research for our artistic practice, and all our lives are such research). Yes, it's hard. When you have a manic episode of bipolar disorder it is easier, but it's not "inspiration", it's chemical disbalance in the brain. 

However, there is such a thing as motivation. And when we see people who make us feel seen and heard, who are advocating for our rights, who speak openly of their experience to which we can relate, who see all the injustice in the society just the same way as we do and call it what it is - that's a great motivation to go on. Not necessarily it's other artists (in art my biggest idol of all time is Marina Abramovic), in my life I was motivated not only by other artists, but by journalists, activists, and different content creators who speak on the same topics that are important to me, and who share experiences I can relate to. 

For that I am still alive, still going on and trying to fight for my life and for justice, I would like to thank Millie Decolonizing.Love, Candice Candice Alaska, Lou Neurodivergent_lou and many other creators. If you would like to support me, I would like you to support these creators, they have Patreon, maybe one day I'll revive my own Patreon but for now, my preference is that you support them because by supporting them you are supporting me as well - their content is of great importance for me. 

I would like to thank all creators who raise awareness about colonialism and how it affects our mindsets, neurodiversity, mental illnesses and other disabilities. Who speak about how much violence we (as marginalised minorities) face in our society, and in Western society as well, though it pretends to be tolerant and protect minorities. About how the system victimblames those who speak about gender-based violence, misogyny and objectification of female bodies. About lies mainstream western psychology spreads about healing as an individual process. 

I would like to thank all the creators who emphasize the importance of community for healing, who criticise the hyper-individualism of modern culture and who point out its roots in colonialism.