Actually, there is no such thing as inspiration, you just sit and work. Art is work like any other (except for we don't have a limited "working day", we basically work all the time, even if we don't paint/shot/perform all the time, we anyway do research for our artistic works, and all our lives are such research). Yes, it's hard. When you have a maniac episode of bipolar disorder it is easier, but it's not "inspiration", it's chemical disbalance in the brain. 

However there is such thing as motivation. And when we see people who make us feel seen and heard, who are advocating for our rights, who speak openly of their expirience to which we can relate, who see all the injustice in the society just the same way as we do and call it what it is - that's a great motivation to go on. Not necessarily it's other artists (in art my biggest idol of all times is Marina Abramovic), in my life I was motivated not only by other artists, but by journalists, activists, different content creators that speak on the same topics that are important to me, and who share experiences I can relate to. 

For that I am still alive, still going on and trying to fight for my life and for justice, I would like to thank Millie Decolonizing.Love, Candice Candice Alaska, Lou Neurodivergent_lou and many other creators. If you would like to support me, I would like that you support these creators, they have Patreon, maybe one day I'll revive my own Patreon but for now my preference is that you support them, because by supporting them you are supporting me as well - their content is of great importance for me. 

I would like to thank all creators who raise awarness about colonialism and how affects our mindsets, neurodiversity, mental illnesses and other disabilities, who speak about how many violence we (as marginalised minorities) face in our society, in western society as well, though it pretends to be tolerant and pretends to protect minorities, and how the the system victimblames us, who speak about gender based violence that is still present, about misoginy and objectification of female bodies, about lies mainstream western psychology spreads about healing as an individual process and who emphasise importance of community in healing process, who critisize hyper-individualism of modern culture and point out at it's roots in colonialism.